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the girl that made my happiest day and also my saddest
3days of real love just ended in a min on this date at 7pm+..

i dont know why i just felt so damn sad that i have been crying since 7 till now.. its just 3days and i felt so damn sad.. i didnt even felt this sadness when i was with melody..

at first i couldnt believe we are gona wait till the time comes.. but now i know i maybe the last one standing in wait for her...

i didnt blame her.. i must have done something wrong or look ugly or just sucks that she doesnt like me anymore.. maybe she really did just felt love on the first day..

my first elearning of the year was spent with her... i just cant believe its gone.. its all gone...

i dont even have the mood to study at all.. im not angry at her.. i just feel damn sad that i dont even know why..

4hours ago, i was still at the libray with her.. and promised i would work hard.. i didnt know that actually 3hours later, it changed my life..

when i was with her.. i felt so motivated to study.. i really liked her alot.. and i really meant alotalot.. i just cant accept it shes gone.. 3days of love. a min and shes gone.. why isall this happening... WHY..

how am i going to face her..i just feel so damn sad now... I JUST CANT BELIEVE SHES GONE..

she made me extremley happy on sunday.. but also on wed shes gone..shes really gone.. for the first time i felt like i really fell. a very hard one.. although she dont like me anymore, i still feel that i like her very very very very much...

hope that you will see this, just this part. i know i did something wrong i guess, but i really like you. i dont mind waiting for you. seriously..

i guess its all too late to say this stuffs. maybe my gundams are really the only one for me till im at the age for someone i like..i just want to tell u i dont want you to be alone.. i really want to be with you..

if fate just doesnt do so, den i guess i can do nothing either..

dont have a loner life.. hope u find someone else better..i really hope that one day we can be tgt again.. i am waiting for tht day.. wish u all the best and if we really cant be tgt.. i guess its just my fate that i always will be ditched, and wont have a gd friend too..

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