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just finished amaths stuffs suddenly felt like posting

today like very short day sia. morning went training, wet weather den went gym. aft that likeshoot forawhile play one match and its 11.30 alr. time seems to pass very fast duno why. go home do abit work, den cmi sleep for like 30mins. damn tired....

wake up and i noticed its like 4+ i think. den went to read tb again. wah now i finally feel that the textbook is useful again. last time sec1 sec2 the sci tb is really no use one LOL. now like alot things inside very useful.

den yeah had this feeling she would be online so i just on9 la. true enough she really is on9. den chat awhile, she say she to9 wan studyy so ok la to9 dont chat better, den i go revise work. den during end chat that time she asked me a ques dat made me think of everything again. went emotionally down -.-

so my mum ask me wan go out not, den went opposite to get ice cream eat. but also damn suay la . go there ask milkshake machine spoil, ask milo macflurry also dont have zzzz very f7. den ah forget it la just get normal de and then walk home

den she say no more chat liao wad, so i felt damn bored and just go do gundams awhile lo. finished one more keroro. red one. quite chibi type cz the head very big then the body very small. plus the weapon is very attractive. do fin den on9 and yeah she's online as well. has been chatting till now and i finally found out all the gundam songs i wanted to dl. doing alot stuffs with my phone now xD at first i tot my desktop crash cannot on. den ah mati my notes inside. luckily its working now -.- xfering the stuffs now

suddenly today i was thinking about stuffs. den i suddenly tot abt being happy and sad in life. or like being wealthy and not wealthy etc. actually its like the way u think abt it only. if u compare a very poor man and a very very wealthy man, if the poor man feels that he alr have everything he need, a shelter and can survive well, he can still be happier than the wealty man if the wealthy man like u know thinks he doesnt have enough and needs more. guess life is just about how u look at it.

thinking back at the ques she ask me just now. actually i dont think the main prob here is that i feel sad. i think its just that i cannot get over it only. wads more, i duno why i still feel that feeling of like inside la =/ but anyway, since she set that target of being mature for me last time, might as well stop thinking abt it then. treat it as it nvr happened be4 and live life normally. at least im still healthy and im trying to change into a better person. so actually i still want to thank you for making me want to change to become more understanding,mature and more serious. i know that i havent become wad u want, but i just want to tell you that i really am trying to change. once in sec2 life is enough, i wont want history to repeat itself. my CA results were not very good so i guess its time to really work hard liao le. thanks for making me realise all this stuffs and know how to think. since i promised you i wont bother u that much anymore, got a few stuffs to tell you. dont worry abt wad yr future has, just set an aim and work very very hard for it. make sure u can get it. anything is possible. if the paper set at 100, there must be a possibilty to get 100 otherwise they wont set it, it only depends on how hard u work in order for yr % to get 100 to increase. wish u all the best, and i still like you....

To those who knew wad happen. i just want to say, no i didnt fall for the wrong person. i really did fall for that person, i know wad u guys are thinking. maybe to u all shes ugly, but i dont think so at all. becz i know one thing for sure she is definately a nice person. just dont think someone is ugly and haf negative feelings towards them.

feel much better aft sorting out wad im thinking. nvm bah, everything happens for a reason. im sure my God has His reason for all this stuffs. guess i will just focus on my dream job of being a pilot and train hard in bball then. GAMBATEH MYSELF :D

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