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2010-09-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

Apparently, it seems like recently what i say had a direct impact on how people see me. Yeah i might as well just shut up, keep all the damn comments to myself so i wont get into any trouble. If i dont lay a finger into any things that is going on, i will be safe, and i wont be deemed as an extra.

to all those that hate me or sthing etc etc. all i can say is, accept the way who i am. cant accept den i also dont care. i live for myself. not to change and to suit to everyone. before anyone can even start insulting others, hope they can just think if they have the right to do so first. if there aint anything perfect in the world, neither are they perfect enough to insult ppl -.-

anyway, wont let all these stuffs affect my mood nor my life anymore. all i know is that i gotta live life tothe fullest. at every stage of life has its own peak of excitement. so im just gona make myself happy, live the fullest in every stage and make sure i wont regret over wads happening. sometimes, being too sensitive might just be as bad as well.

live a new life, a new way, and a way that cares nth abt wad ppl said :)

2010-08-29T05:19:00.000-07:00

haha long time no post liao le. Sigh recently kinda bad. got banned from training -_- 1month smemre just becz i over exerted myself. ppl who asked me why i got banned must be laughing their heads off so weak >.>

anyway had a gd day today. morning went tuition as usual den went to tm. helped sing shun to buy that booster. den went home and do hw again. Bio bio bio.. come to think of it, mdm quek has really changed alot though. i mean she doesnt shout for hw that much anymore. although she doesnt really covers everything, after all i think shes great :)

den went parkway just came home. was supposed to meet yingru, in the end she pangseh me -.- nvm xD and the best part comes. i cant resist the temptation so i got myself one booster also. i was like OMG OMGOMGOMGMO after i opened it. Guess what? i got an ultra rare card called Chandra ablzae. sing shun was totally going mad when he heard i got it JUST with one pack. XD im gona keep this card and sell this off when im old man. its gona be so damn worth ^^

anyway, gona go study for my chinese le. got chinese prelim on a short notice next thurs and fri
BYE ! ;D

2010-08-03T04:01:00.000-07:00

WHY?

Seriously lately theres so many things i just have to keep asking myself why. Why cant i jst control myself better? Why cant i just stop the vulgarities? Why cant i just train harder? Why cant i just score better results to impress my family? Why cant i just concentrate in everything i do? Why do i keep having to go back into the same mistakes agn even though i said i reflected and learnt from it? Why am i becoming so useless? Why cant i understand that if i dont train harder i cant get into the team? Why cant i understand that if i continue to be a noob, more ppl will look down on me? Why issit that im born with this loud voice and gl face? Why issit dat i cannot change myself to suit others.

If only i can just tell myself, i can control it well and etc. Things might just have been better. I told be4 someone that i will change. It lasted for like a day and tings go back agn. I just have to keep my voice low and stop all my vulgarities and i guess i found out the way. Whenever i feel tired the next day i dun feel like scolding anything and i speak softer. Maybe i shld just mug till 11+ everyday so that at least i can control myself bettter. Althoguh they say ppl have their own problems, i have to understand that i got more. I kept having this violent self of mine inside me. Whenever i feel unhappy i feel like throwing fist and scolding wadeva i can. How am i going to change this.. Hais. I can feel that its irritating when ppl scold vulgarities, so how can i change..

2010-08-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

Long time no post liao lo.

Anyway, went gym ytd and learnt something. Sometimes training isnt just about hitting the same limit u hit be4 as always. The real training only starts when ure really really tired but u still have the determination to go on. U have the feeling of giving up, but u told yrself, just 1 min more. And this 1 min accumulates on and on, till it becomes the target u want. Therefore its the same rule in everything you do, 1% of effort placed it may seem little. But when u put in 100days of this 1%, u gained yr 100%. Things all have to start from scartch, but, our main enemy is always ourselves. Only we can determine the outcome, only we can determine whether we will break our record or not. And yr hard work pays off immediately aft pushing off the limits becz u feel that HEY i did sthing that i actually though i couldnt. Haha. Seems lke everything is fun lately.

Talking abt sch makes me feel down -.- havent been performing up to expectations at all lately. cant seem to concnetrate too. hais....

2010-07-05T01:46:00.001-07:00

Ultra long nvr post le. Hais, june holiday also so fast over liao. Decided to post today since tomlo is my bday haha. Still rmbered how hectic my bday was last year -_- totally unpleasant. Now so fast 1year already.

Had megaconcert ytd. I think i spend more time joking with loui and danial den watching the concert xD. nice joke loui haha. den went out till like 11++ den reached home. first time i think. den be4 went to esplanade, went to eat dinner with my friends lo. not bad la quite fun though. den wanted to walk to NTUC, be4 i even reached i saw my parents in front. so decided turn back and zao liao haha.

hais sian uh, next week tue O lvl chinese. dne now i still headache like shit :/hope everything goes well tomlo man T_T

2010-05-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

hais another day passed. seems like i cant get through a day without quarrelling with my mother lol. seirously she gets very overboard sometimes.

today get back papers. chinese quite lucky la acutally, managed to get 58, so not bad. bio also LOL. at first 73.5 nid one mark. so i spot one mistake then went to get that one mark haha. amaths also damn heng just nice 75. alot careless -.- ss extremely lucky LOL. Sbq managed to tycoly get 18/25. den teacher say those who score well in SBQ didnt score well in SEQ and vice versa. hear liao scary sia. heng uh get 12 marks. den jst nice 60, b4 LOL.

but tomolo 90% chance also die liao. hope all my papers get great results T.T

2010-05-18T00:53:00.000-07:00

long time no post liao le. today had some post exams activities. yeah kind feel the class was more bonded. so asked keith and ck wan eat not, then they say that they dont feeel like eating. so i just went to buy mac myself since it was like alr 2 plus. called to ask my mum where is she. went home kena scolding, wow -.- becz didnt buy for them. awesome. say i very selfish.

morning asked her help me take something cz i wear shoe alr she also say no. zzz. den nvm lo. so she went on and on and on. speechless, nothing to say. then she say wad she treat me so gd, i treat her no gd. lol. lucky i bought the gun with my own savings, or else she sure use the gun as a way to threaten say that i wan gun she also buy. i alr i gave her nearly 20o dollars for her bag liao lo. den nvm keep quiet. so she went on agn. seriously felt this anger inside. recently very easily pissed off. i just feel like punching the wall everyday. seems like im getting very rough although i duno why. just now play bball, i duno wad happen to me also. see ball just chiong. and yeah got bashed lol. maybe shld go meditate or something -.-

well, guess the last thing on earth that i shld really love. is my hobby. nvr ending dying love. btw if that person reads my blog, i heard this song and those lyrics, yeah u know it.

"One More Try"
Could be your eyes, could be your smile.
Could be the way you freed my mind.

Your precious touch caressed my soul.
You gave me everything I need, and know I'll lost.
Lost forever.

[Pre-Chorus:]
Lost forever, and you said this is going nowhere, girl.
And you said I turned my back on.
You said I'll not the only one for you.

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you.

Could be the lies, could be my pride.
Could be the days and nights so wild.

Could be the times I wasn't there.
And all the nights we didn't share, and now you've lost.
Lost forever

[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]I can't sleep, I can't live without you by my side.
So cold, so lost without as my guide.
You made me realise I've nothing, nothing without you.

[Chorus]Baby give me one last try

2010-04-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

long time nvr post liao. finally today got time -.-

hais recently very stress.. alot work to do and im not catching up. people ard me seems to be getting weird. first it was someone whom i trusted really really alot, and i found out he actually didnt trust me at all, he had the most negative impact on me. i really shldnt have told him all my probs. den next, my friend today morning sms me, say can lend him tie not. so i said ok. den in sch this morning, i cannot find him he also nvr come find me. i mean he wan borrow thing from me cannot be i go ard searching from him what -.- den 12+ he sms me say oi!tie!. so i just told him i left sch since 10 and i reached home at 11am. Like that he also scold me with vulgarities, call me triple-sci dog. Den i reply back say u also nvr come find me blame me for wad. Den he say STFU la i nvr blame u. ******** alot of vulgar just fly =.=

Today not bad la. 10am end sch alr. shoik uh lol. den when tm with my mum to eat and i saw barn they all. although they didnt see me la. aft that go play arcade, saw my juniors there den play that arcade bball one with them. broke that 250 record :D 370 muahahha.. cant concentrate on my work -.- then decided post. had napfa. jumped 230cm and did 49sit ups. currently both A liao. heng ar, left the rest to chiong alr. i wana get my gold this time -.- nvr get be4 sia.

ok la i go read bio liao bye

2010-03-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

hais, woke up today morning and my headache still haven gone. today suppose have tuition but i woke up much earlier so i was daydreaming again LOL. have been pondering over wad she said. so yeah, time to give up and move on with life. my cousin's ex gf told me this, "wads yrs will be yrs. wad isnt wont b yrs". so i guess its quite true. den i was listening songs and i suddenly heard this part abt the sea bird and the fish falling in love was an accident. some song by jay i think. just like us, i dont really think we were meant to be tgt. i guess its just an accident or something. since u have alr reached the point of losing trust and also hate, then i guess its also time for me to move on. defiately this is a dead end, no more hope alr. wads more this way u will also be happy to see this too. so i just uh gona give up and stop chasing you alr. this would be the best way i think. yeah i wont forget abt those gd days. thanks for making me want to change into a better person. gd luck in everything u have.

lastly, a quote by this person from sg forum:

Hi huzane,

As some of the forummers here will have told you, it will be very difficult, if not impossible, to forget your first love.

To have such feelings when you saw him again after a period of time is a very normal reaction, as your heart is still quite confused, and you haven't really got over him yet.

Some of the forummers have suggested that you get into a relationship with another guy, but I will strongly advise you not to do so if you are not ready for a relationship. Instead, you can try focusing your time and attention on other issues in your life, or your own hobbies and interests.

As to when you will successfully let go of him, I cannot answer your question, for it varies from individual to individual. The moment when you will truly let go of him, is when you have come to a conclusion, without any doubt left within yourself, that he is not the one for you.

Cheers.

i guess wad she said is true. i shld move on becz u dont really feel anything anymore. i know its the dead end. there wont be any more hope in this lane.. i guess its jsut we cannot be tgt.

2010-03-26T06:50:00.000-07:00

wah very bad state now== headache plus stomach flu zzz feeling very unwell, no mood to study at all.

anyway came across this song, found out the lyrics very meaningful especially for me now

abit blur la, but i think if click on it can see o.o anyway the title is zhe xie ri zi yi lai. quite meaningful la though.

well, one week pass liao. didnt had much to post abt also. oh ya grats to Cboys winning against TK. all the best in upcoming compeitions especially young xuan LOL. u know reason la xD

bah 10+ liao. duno is she forget friday on9 chat or she dontwant to on9..i think i gona cmi soon sia == my eyes burning head spinning liao LOL..

wah seriously cannot liao my head really cmi alr. i really gtg. paiseh... bb and have a gd nite

2010-03-20T08:37:00.000-07:00

Phew, another day LOL
Today weather cooling seh, if only it was like this for the whole day but it didnt rain it would have been a very good weather to train.
Nice day tooday, had fruitful day actually. although study awhile den daydream but at least i finally know that bio chapter abt diffusion and osmosis one. finally i cleared my doubts haha. actually now i feel the tb getting more n more useful. last time the tb when sec1 sec2 is really really very no use de. then read this chinese phrase handbook or something and came across this phrase, shi nian shu mu, bai nian shu ren. it meant like it takes a long time to bear the fruits of education like that. quite meaningful la in a way to keep on working hard and dont give up.
den my uncle came so i spend nearly the entire day at my grandfather's hse. did some maths den my uncle ask me go over and watch him play this adventure game on his iPhone. quite fun though. den we had thoughts abt getting that nerf gun so we were like saying ah lets go get it tomolo LOL and seriously we r gona get it haha. hope nothing goes into our way especially the 2 woman =.= my aunt and my mum XD had thoughts of sniper hehehehehe
went pass this temple today, den it wrote outside "Learn to live life as though everyday is the best day. Everyday is a good day but it depends on how one think". quite true la actually. its like yr mood and everything emotions etc is all u control de mah wads more today was more of a family life? had more fun xD
overall today was great la although i felt like smsing. at least i finished one more keroro, so im left with the last one tomolo :DDDD wads more im slacking, watching NBA now hahahah. great day. great day :D hope tomolo will be better. ok la i go watch back liao. BYE ;D
JY MYSELF FOR A BETTER DAY!

2010-03-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

just finished amaths stuffs suddenly felt like posting

today like very short day sia. morning went training, wet weather den went gym. aft that likeshoot forawhile play one match and its 11.30 alr. time seems to pass very fast duno why. go home do abit work, den cmi sleep for like 30mins. damn tired....

wake up and i noticed its like 4+ i think. den went to read tb again. wah now i finally feel that the textbook is useful again. last time sec1 sec2 the sci tb is really no use one LOL. now like alot things inside very useful.

den yeah had this feeling she would be online so i just on9 la. true enough she really is on9. den chat awhile, she say she to9 wan studyy so ok la to9 dont chat better, den i go revise work. den during end chat that time she asked me a ques dat made me think of everything again. went emotionally down -.-

so my mum ask me wan go out not, den went opposite to get ice cream eat. but also damn suay la . go there ask milkshake machine spoil, ask milo macflurry also dont have zzzz very f7. den ah forget it la just get normal de and then walk home

den she say no more chat liao wad, so i felt damn bored and just go do gundams awhile lo. finished one more keroro. red one. quite chibi type cz the head very big then the body very small. plus the weapon is very attractive. do fin den on9 and yeah she's online as well. has been chatting till now and i finally found out all the gundam songs i wanted to dl. doing alot stuffs with my phone now xD at first i tot my desktop crash cannot on. den ah mati my notes inside. luckily its working now -.- xfering the stuffs now

suddenly today i was thinking about stuffs. den i suddenly tot abt being happy and sad in life. or like being wealthy and not wealthy etc. actually its like the way u think abt it only. if u compare a very poor man and a very very wealthy man, if the poor man feels that he alr have everything he need, a shelter and can survive well, he can still be happier than the wealty man if the wealthy man like u know thinks he doesnt have enough and needs more. guess life is just about how u look at it.

thinking back at the ques she ask me just now. actually i dont think the main prob here is that i feel sad. i think its just that i cannot get over it only. wads more, i duno why i still feel that feeling of like inside la =/ but anyway, since she set that target of being mature for me last time, might as well stop thinking abt it then. treat it as it nvr happened be4 and live life normally. at least im still healthy and im trying to change into a better person. so actually i still want to thank you for making me want to change to become more understanding,mature and more serious. i know that i havent become wad u want, but i just want to tell you that i really am trying to change. once in sec2 life is enough, i wont want history to repeat itself. my CA results were not very good so i guess its time to really work hard liao le. thanks for making me realise all this stuffs and know how to think. since i promised you i wont bother u that much anymore, got a few stuffs to tell you. dont worry abt wad yr future has, just set an aim and work very very hard for it. make sure u can get it. anything is possible. if the paper set at 100, there must be a possibilty to get 100 otherwise they wont set it, it only depends on how hard u work in order for yr % to get 100 to increase. wish u all the best, and i still like you....

To those who knew wad happen. i just want to say, no i didnt fall for the wrong person. i really did fall for that person, i know wad u guys are thinking. maybe to u all shes ugly, but i dont think so at all. becz i know one thing for sure she is definately a nice person. just dont think someone is ugly and haf negative feelings towards them.

feel much better aft sorting out wad im thinking. nvm bah, everything happens for a reason. im sure my God has His reason for all this stuffs. guess i will just focus on my dream job of being a pilot and train hard in bball then. GAMBATEH MYSELF :D

i didnt know u look down on me too..

2010-03-17T22:05:00.000-07:00

all happened ytd ..

was chatting halfway, den my mother ask me off com. offing halfway she suddenly walk in and say that i everyday keep slacking, only know how to play.. den i just relaxed, stay calm and said i have alr done wad i needed to do for today, so now my break time at least give me some time to break right. den she say taht im lying or wad she also wun know becz she duno anything abt work, morning go sch come back less than 2hours den go eat liao, eat le come home sleep den at night still play com. ok lo, nvm i cant possibly speak to her at this moment now, as in she confirm wont believe anythiing. and since i alr offing com to go revise work liao, so aiya nvm la maybe she just angry or something.

den ok dont care, off com. she suddenly say, CA1 SCORE UNTIL SO BADLY STILL EVERYDAY OVER THERE PLAYING COM, SAY NOT ENOUGH TIME TO STUDY. EVERYTIME ASK U GO OUT U SAY U NO TIME TO STUDY, GOT TIME TO PLAY COM. VERY SELFISH LEH. UTHINK YR CA1 RESULTS GET VERY GOOD ISSIT. ITS NOT LIKE U GET ALL STRAIGHT As RIGHT. aft hearing this i was really pissed liao, at first is she say dont worry, my CA results not bad alr. work harder. and then ytd she saying another thing.. i hate this type of kou shi xin fei people sia. say one thing heart think otherwise... den say i selfish. she go the place i go there also nothing to do. u expect me to go see clothes with you issit. this week got gundam fair at northpoint, i ask u go u also say very sian and far, nothing u can do. den i also got nothing to do right. wads more i asked politely, whether i can go myself not she also say no. ok lo fine i train at home. den say wad CA is the easiest to score and i get so badly. its not like i nvr try my best right. ok la fine la my physics sucks la 49/100. other people smarter den me ok fine i acecpt it u happy can liao. if everything was so simple as you say, u can try and read it yrself wad right. i really really did everything i can liao den u dont believe me wad can i do sia.

aft that she say she want tell mdm lim to stop my trainig so i got time to study. i was thinking, eh walao eh can dont like that or not. she expect me to sit there and study everyday isit. baskebtall is the only time i can relax myself and be serious in something i lke now den u go stop it for me to study. u wan me to study 24/7 issit. den okok fine, i accepted everything, she look down ok lo, look down. nvm i can take it. the worse part is, why must she insult my gundams. she say that i no time to do my work got time to play gundam, play those waste time stuffs. i didnt even finish one gundam so far in this 3months ok. i only worked like 20% there only. den they are my last source of happiness also cannot issit. she say i everyday keep msn and sms. or else wad? u wan me to sit there study 24 hours and den go sleep? at least let me talk to people right. im alr so blooody lonely at home, no one to talk to, no one to find and train or something. den obviously i can only be with my gundam right. u nid to like that insult them or not. i like my hobby got wrong issit...

seriously i think im destinied to be alone or something one. at most have gundam with me only. from pri sch till now, everytime when the teacher spilt group, teacher split one, i confirm kena seperated from my friends one. even last time tkps the shark cobra stuffs i also alone in shark -.- that time go eat with keith they all i also kena seperated. no matter wad group or wad thing i do im bound to be seperated from others. even sec3 class i also alone. my mum say i everyday talk to girls, dont even have a gd guy friend. how u wan me to find a good guy friend when everytime they jio u outu always reject. if u got this friend, u everytime ask that friend out, she always say no.. den u still wan to ask her next time not or wuld u even wan to be close with that person? at first i tot that my life will be better soon on last sunday. in the end wed i lonely agn. still my gundams are there. my last year sec2 bday, also becz of yr beliefs, my friend cannot come. many people sian and had to cancel it. in the end i also spent the entire day with my gundams. do i really have to be only with my gundams or not.

den like that she nt happy say tomolo i no nid go training. wdh la im dying for training everyday den u suddnly say dont go. ok fine today i study from morning till now, lunch fin in 10mins. DEN she come and say why u study so much. can break not. hais =.= for heaven's sake can u even tell me wad u want or not. ytd is u say u wan me to study so much. now i study, morning i also nvr on9 to chat to chiong hw. den u come say ask me rest more...

den good lo, now u go out i on9 15mins, wad happen? she going out till night. at night i want to on9 to talk liao leh? she got archery. thank you very much my mother.

den my dad he always keep quiet when i kena scolding or something. cant he just speak up for me or something. sometiems i just wish i had a sister or brother elder den me to stand up for me and prove that i really was studing.. if only such stuffs came true, i wont be so bored anymore to have someone i can talk to.

guess i will just have to stick to my gundams for now till one day a miracle happen... if only things could have happened as wad i have dreamt this morning.. if it did, i guess i wont be that lonely anymore at least for this 2years..

2010-03-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

well, i guess today could have been a week. still somehow a litle bit cannot get over... last week this time.. tgt le, still smiling.. who knows... less den a week later, not only the smile was gone, but the sadness came tgt as well.

hais.. bro ask me to handle this calmly. how did he even got through all these stuffs so easily like notthing as happen de sia.. i mean i know that she wants to study, shes afraid it might affect her studies and she prefres to be alone rather than got people with her etc, i can understand la... my mind kept telling me i can understand but my heart just kept feeling this sadness....

i mean i dont cry anymore, i am working hard to become stronger and smarter.. my results was like 11position and 66%. although not bad, im still quite sad with my physics.. totally felt like a double blow... 49/100.. just one mark also dont give me..

den that day wed at first i tot maybe still got chance to study tgt and help, aat least still got quite close friendship... who knows.. she say she will find a way out like she always had..

hais.. now listen to songs also cmi alr.. more than words stay the same and especially bogoshipda.. this 3 songs listen le also cannot take it..

can someone please tell me how in the world can i even feel so damn sad...

the girl that made my happiest day and also my saddest

2010-03-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

3days of real love just ended in a min on this date at 7pm+..

i dont know why i just felt so damn sad that i have been crying since 7 till now.. its just 3days and i felt so damn sad.. i didnt even felt this sadness when i was with melody..

at first i couldnt believe we are gona wait till the time comes.. but now i know i maybe the last one standing in wait for her...

i didnt blame her.. i must have done something wrong or look ugly or just sucks that she doesnt like me anymore.. maybe she really did just felt love on the first day..

my first elearning of the year was spent with her... i just cant believe its gone.. its all gone...

i dont even have the mood to study at all.. im not angry at her.. i just feel damn sad that i dont even know why..

4hours ago, i was still at the libray with her.. and promised i would work hard.. i didnt know that actually 3hours later, it changed my life..

when i was with her.. i felt so motivated to study.. i really liked her alot.. and i really meant alotalot.. i just cant accept it shes gone.. 3days of love. a min and shes gone.. why isall this happening... WHY..

how am i going to face her..i just feel so damn sad now... I JUST CANT BELIEVE SHES GONE..

she made me extremley happy on sunday.. but also on wed shes gone..shes really gone.. for the first time i felt like i really fell. a very hard one.. although she dont like me anymore, i still feel that i like her very very very very much...

hope that you will see this, just this part. i know i did something wrong i guess, but i really like you. i dont mind waiting for you. seriously..

i guess its all too late to say this stuffs. maybe my gundams are really the only one for me till im at the age for someone i like..i just want to tell u i dont want you to be alone.. i really want to be with you..

if fate just doesnt do so, den i guess i can do nothing either..

dont have a loner life.. hope u find someone else better..i really hope that one day we can be tgt again.. i am waiting for tht day.. wish u all the best and if we really cant be tgt.. i guess its just my fate that i always will be ditched, and wont have a gd friend too..

2010-01-12T04:47:00.000-08:00

suddenly had this feeling of trying to pour everything out....

well no one reads this Godforsaken blog anyway, might as well just shoot...

things being going bad for me lately..nothings going on smoothly. i mean look, in class i cant keep up with the standards at all. those schloars all very very hardowrking.. i dont haf that mood anymore... in sci class i sit beside someone who scored 91 for sci last year to wipe ou the entire lvl and his sci is like 1000x better than mine..
sprained my leg recently and it isnt getting me any further... on sat i srpinead it and up till today it isnt sohwing great improvement. doc,bro,parents and everyone all forbids me from going t pahang camp becz of my injury... seriously wdh is this. why must i always b the one that is left out from everyone..last time chalet, i cant stay, that was alr a super big regret... and now wad? i cant even go for a sec3 camp... so my mum n dad was tlaking to me just now... mum scolding me saying why am i not careful and dont want to let me go.. seriously i dont know wad to say. she scolds me for my injury.. i didnt want it to happen either but wad can i do... God has His reasons for this but how m i gona make her understand that, and i was standing while tlaking so i dont really dade to add weight on my injury. guess what, my dad said, can u stand properly, u look as though u wan to fight... is he mad? cant he see that i haf an injury... wads wrong with this ppl. i didnt want to go to school tomorrow becz i wanted to u know rest and so i can go for monday.. thats how the quareel broke out. my mum was asking me to go becz she said dat if i was going to skip sch to rest for my leg and go for monday, she asked me not to have high hopes becz most likely i wont b making it. so i thought, ok.. calm down, God's with you, he loved you and he knows that this is best for you. so i thought den let me just go to sch tommorrow, i dont care about this damn injury anymore. even if it heals or doesnt heals i still cant make it. wads the point, it will still b my 4th regret in life. becz my mum wanted me to go ot sch in the first place so alright i agreed. and now she just hanged her ideas of asking me not to go. i cant take this right now seriously, i gave up the damn camp so i can go to sch and she thinks the other way, seriously WADS WRONG WITH THIS PEOPLE. DONT THEY UNDERSTAND THAT IF I DONT GET TO GO ITS LIKE A BIG REGRET IN LIFE. I DONT GIVE A DAMN IF I BROKE MY LEG. SERIOUSLY I JUST WANT TO B PART OF IT. but they can nvr understand it...den i tot, nvm let me go to sch study and u know that 1week, i can haf it as anohter 1week holiday then. but she changed and said dont go. WHY MUST THINGS ALWAYS GO THE OPPOSITE WAY, SERIOUSLY WHY?so now cant go tomorrow, i missed my lessons and if monday i cant go again its a double loss... im really lost for words. i hv been crying for almost 30mins... why must my life always be filled with all these type of stuffs. recently things werent going smoothly.. y?
they always say everything happens for a reason... but wads the reason for this... its only casuing me more misery..
wad a ragged road. cant make it out in studies, get owned by ppl in gmae, dad scolded me today for abosuluye obvious reason STANDING IN FRONT OF HIM and yet he cant see it. ppl i loved haf also seems to be more distant away from me.. i dont know why i just feel the distance.. recenetly i just told her i dont want tot chase her anymore cz i found out i was like a 3rd party between her and another guy. that was alaso the guy she loves and that guy was willing to wait for her... so i tot wads the point, i cant chase her anymore, even if i did chase until her, i cant stead. i got so many things to cope. theres no way i can stead and i promised be4my cousin i wont stead...

2009-11-14T03:46:00.000-08:00

Well, 8+pm le hahahas im suppose to go out alr but I still want to type this for a few ppl hahas, some sort of message bah XD XD haf fun everyone:)

For:

Joel
Yo dude, rmb to meet me up aft i come back ok, i will be waiting for it :) study hard and get good resutls :))) rmb this... " making my way downtown, walking sthing, faces past and im home bound~... Im gona nid u~ Im gona miss u~ and now i wonder~ " ahahaa that show rocks :))

Mummy
Haha hi mum:) dont get too crazy ok. Rmb to get my fuse fixed and yr wires done xD Happy watching yr movies DONT FORGET TO STUDY AR :)

Machine gun :)
hahahah helo gunn.... dun shoot ppl too much with yr HAHA ok :) XD.. Dont admire yr korean bf too much till forget to study hor hahahah xP If u bored de hua nth to do go find merri xmas bah:) shes always free and available 16/7 XD.. Dont miss me ok? hahahah jkjk.. take care in sg:) and rmb... its okay luh jiejie, its okay hehe.. dont sleep too late...U HORRRR... ME HOR... U UH.... XDXD promise u will behave and take lots of pic to let u c:) hahaha k la gtg le. Love u :))) miss u too :) 1thing 2 do 3 words 4you? understand alr this time? hahahahahas. rmb we gg meet up so DONT FALL SICK :)

Merri xmas:)
HELLO MERRIIIIIINESS... hahahaas rmb to pei machine gun ok :) xD study hard hor. Dont go too crazy. Bear with yr com lagness hahaahs, AND HOR TODAY U DIDNT TALK TO ME OK! :@ xD hahahas. Haf fun in yr SPONGEBOB LAND... u r going to miss patrick for awhile becz he will be away :) so... am i going to take all yr tears with me? hahahaah no? xD take care in sg hor.. i will come back in ONE PIECE becz i got NO stm hahahahahs anyways, take care:) dun anyhow teach machine gun aliean language :) Love u and miss u :) annd rmb our meeting up hor! xD

Parrot
HELLO PARROT :))))))))))))))) XD no la jkjk... u hor better study ok. dont audi too much:) must take care of yrself and dont fall sick ok hahaha... dont get pigeon virus hor! its very contagious:) take care :) miss u :) hearts u :)

Dayi
ELoo.... although we dont talk much :) but still take care and study hard:) aft i come back free wan go popepye??? u treat me lah ok? HAHAHAHHA JKJK :) xD

k la.. 8.30 le. i gtg alr. i hope i didnt miss anyones name hor? xD.. well take care all :) and i will haf fun :) Bye~ dont miss me ok ahahahah jkjk :)

2009-11-13T19:13:00.000-08:00

Wah psps, so long nvr post alr:X

Exams finally over, chalet also over, report card take le everything also done le ... left holi hmk:) den prepare next year liao le...

To9 im going to Japan liao le.... soooo bye bye :)

to my best uncle in the world, u rocks

2009-08-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

ok, i thought for a really long time be4 i decided to post abt this, its going to be very emo, so those who cant take it, pls press alt F4 first. its no longer abt friends, its abt my relative....

ok dude, i hope u ever get to see this. i know, recently alot of stuffs have happened, and although i dont know wad the reason is, it seems to fast to happen.... its just be4 my bday week that everything happened, i was still decidding to go to yr hse and celebrate.. unfortunately it didnt came true, and stuffs started to happen...

anyway, to cut it short, i just want to tell u, we haf been through the most and u made me super happy in my life. it all started since i was p5, and my life turned into a big turn and i was very happy till sec2... rmbered the first time u brought me out to this place, we watched the prestige tgt at gv? i will nvr forget that. to think back, we watched many many shows tgt, and during my sec1 june holidays, u came and stay which made my life even better. we had arnolds, went out at 1am to have mac secretly, played poker and i won 50bucks and lost it again... we watched F1 and we all both betting tgt haha, we just had many fun moments tgt.

and of cz, i will nvr forget this. wadeva u haf taught me i will nvr forget. i will rmb to drive u in my sports car when i grow up, i will rmb u when i go up high as my best uncle. we will go to many many places one day if i ever made it big. we went to kl tgt, watched jay's dao xiang song mtv and u were asking me abt it... u taught me not to listen to songs but i didnt heed it... now i know its true. although i dont know when we might even be able to go out and haf fun again. i jus want to let u know i know my mistakes and i will always rmb u. those songs we always sung tgt like mad person, kelly clarkson breakaway, behind those hazel eyes, chi xin jue dui.. and most imptly ni de ming Zhi ni de xin yue. i will definately play that in my marriage...

gd luck to u in yr upcoming life, i hope to see u again and u shall always be my best uncle, brother and dude foreva.. bros man!

2009-08-12T01:15:00.000-07:00

finally gt sme time to post again xD

recently things gt worsen i think... cant really fit it into talking wif mst of them or even all... so i guess the only way to make things better is not to force yrself into joining in. forget abt it bah. at least i gt some time to either study or do my gundams. decided to bring my gundams to sch and do liao hehe.. since mr sara didnt state that its banned:D

sian sia, kip on like that i think im going to go depressed soon, and i really guessed it correctly... no one reads my blog lol....

den that day teacher was talking abt blogging and teacher dunno wad ask abt blog web or sthing and ck said my blog... lol.... den ryan heard the url and told me. " im going to google yr blog and spam it..' then i was like lol.. spam spam lo, make my blog mre lively i happy leh zzz -.-

anyway i go sleep le zai jian~

2009-08-09T17:59:00.001-07:00

hahapaiseh so long nvr blog alr.. quite lazy recently -.-

friday:

cross country didnt go... slacked at home hehe. mdm lim say i still eating med den bar me -.- my mother also so "guai" and listen to her.... so while slacking, i did my gundams again haha..

hehe, to say the truth, i did stthing very dangerous... i use a lighter to burn it and it became like this, the one on the left.

haha for the first time i had time to mask the parts and paint:D compare this 2... be4 and aft :D

however i did do some work:X hehe look at this <<<<< my dad didnt help sia! it was a miracle LOL...

saturday:
well today that astrology thing said i wont be going according to my planned time... and it really came true seh xD.. den i was uber pissed wif this person today... aiya since no one reads my blog i will just say it tthen. although i didnt know who did it. it all started like this.....

ryan added me to his and siyu chat. and then a question popped from ryan, do u like kai boon?so obviously i tt he talking to me cz the min iw as added this ques was asked mah. i replied "o.o"
den ryan say: not talking to u la. subsequently, siyu left the chat. aft that both of them off9... then i was like wad the hell... i know im badly hated now but no nid like that right -.- whoever did it i wont bother over such stuffs though. however, listen this carefully, the person who did it, this was how i used to be when i was p6 i think. always trying to xing zai le huo. so, if u gona continue pouring salt into other ppl's wound, i promise u, it will definately backfire one day and cause yr own retribution soon. i believe in retribution ok, if everyone rmbs, theres a period quite a few ppl hated sk to the core, and i really did some hurting words and now im getting it back. so the person who did it, dont do it again even if u believe in retribution or not.

anyway, was quite pissed la, but since alr over, den lets forget abt it... well, back to gundams again hehehe :D was super obssesed now that i know how to paint,mask,glue and sand!!! aft i finish this lil strike freedom, i think im going for the master grade size alr XD... cant wait sia... imagine if i finish and my dad says it nice, and my mum gets me the 1/60 LIGHITNG EDITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG I WAN THAT!!!!!!!!!

guess im crazy :P

sunday:
my bro came over today.. was pretty shocked. i was gundaming halfway at my grandfather hse den he came wif my grandfather( father side, i was at my mother side hse) and my 2nd uncle i think :X... den i was stunned, huh why all come.. soon i found out they wanted to take some matress or sthing like that and while im talking to my bro i glued my hand tgt =.= had such trouble to pull my thumb off my index finger LOL... den helped them bring it down~~ den aft that was fighting wif my bro again... hehe he said my hand gt stronger LOL thanks thanks :D hahaha, be4 they left my bro ask me nxt week wan go out not... he say will call me again... wah if he ask me bring him hor, he sure die de.... i will make sure he go to the toy convention at suntec... PLS BRING MRE GUNDAMS STOCK THIS TIME LA BANDAI!

following up 2sep-14sep GUNDAM FIESTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BANDAI 10TH ANNIVERSARY! HAPPY EARLY BDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG THEY ARE BRINGING ALL THE MASTERGRADE ONES AND MOST IMPT! NEW SANGOKUDEN CHARACTERS! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... I WANA TAKE PICTURE WIF THAT LIFE SIZED STRIKE FREEDOM! OMG I LOVE STRIKE FREEDOM! IW ANA GO!!! ANYONE WANA GO TGT? XD AT COMPASS POINT!

2009-07-24T04:27:00.000-07:00

haha. today rocks ! xD.

start from morning, it was angels bday today...
HAPPY BDAY TO ANGEL :D
btw, i finally knew why everyone hated me so mmuch. yeah! it was actually wif my attitude... i gt it alr finally, it should be cz i act gangster sometimes and is freaking rude? woots! finally got the reason, so happy haha..

den later afternoon, training. at first i tot it was like going to be super duper duper tough la. although starting quite la, but den some C boys join the senoirs. it was super tired, but somehow i managed to endure it succesfully today hehe.den later we did 360, right one just pass, then the left one 359 le leh, then 360, but coach ask is it counted, then of cz we must say no la... unfortunately i actually went to say yes, then he look at me, den i see everyone quiet quiet, i also bend my head and diam diam :X anyway the punishment was to do 1 suicide each for everyone wihtin 32sec. at first we run a few times, cannot pass!!!! i think its me ar for some, anyways we managed to finsh it in the end! xD grats all haha

aft that we went to do this dancing thing. its to trainn agility whereby theres like this ladder thing whereby u nid to do some footsteps to pass la. starting duno how to do very luan. but later know le hor so fun haha. I kena crazy and i started to dance lke crazy for that ting so fun sia. then barnabus was like saying, aiya this type go arcade para para dance can alr xD.. didnt knew he play such games also. if only that ladder thing is a game, i would get it for sure and dance eeryday. but of cz halfway when running sthing happen, then coach say, all go run 600m ard the sch in 2.45min. i almost fainted, last time i only run like 3min+ on tuesday sia. but i duno why, somehow i also managed to did it! was so glad i didnt cause the whole team to die :X but still he say u all wan run or do that, so we did that till like 5+... then suddenly he say, try again, those who do wrong suicide, correct warm down. THEN I FAIL WHEN MY TURN SIA! luckily he give us chance so i kip trying and trying till i get correct, thanks to ying cai though hehe.

coach then say al warm down den go home. we warm le, guess wad? mdm lim ask me to kip ball. den while kiping malcom was like aiming the ball at my back -.- and it hit my neck where i think i sprain it this morning. DARN IT SIA ! then suddenly i heard sheryl's voice. i tot i sot liao. in the end she was there at the door there laughing like crap that i kena hit -.-... ji dan gao -.- xD... anyway aft dat i went home and then tadah, using com now. lazy study liao hehe. bb~

2009-07-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

oh well. gtg soon alr. then decided to post awhile...

today quite simple la, nth much. except i went to bedok inter ntuc with ck. Needed to do that shopping list thing for geog. OH ya i bought a new book called Coxford Singlish dictionary.. its super super super duber funny. i from starting laugh util the end. gt 1. qi zao ba zao kao bei kao bu. the enlish is seven morning eight morning cry father cry mother... hahahahaha i know its lame to some ppl but i think its funny xD..

then went out to tm to have dinner agian. currently hooked on my psp back again.. hahas. played fast and the furious.. somehow i think its nice again xD. den went home, mapled for 20mins and then chat chat awhile... den jhin kai suddenly ask me if i done my geog. den he asked me to send him becz he still doing sci1 project haven finish. so i sent him la duh, so late liao how to go find emergency rescue. but so late still doing, by the time keith go home wuld be like 11pm? gd luck to them man, hope they finish it successfully. i dont meant it sarcastically.

oh well, also quite late le. gtg bye all~ bye dead blog...:D

2009-07-17T05:19:00.000-07:00

well had training today... finally ended =.= tired like crap now.....

anyway recently was pretty stressed off.... especially with so many problems coming on at once la.... sometimes i keeep hitting the wall like crazy till i think im mad alr... den its like seriously damn angry la.

talking abt friends, it was the main problem. to say the truth i feel that recently i am seriously friendless alr. i mean look at kenneth, he is with ck. keith, with sk. so who am i with? no one but alone... seriously this life sucks, with almost every boy calling me a nerd. im seriousl damm pissed off la. assholes, kip calling me nerd. then i like to study, i wan to study, gt wrong issit. kip calling me nerd den dun copy work from me la. almost everytime i also let them copy then they call me nerd. if they nvr copy other ppl work, must do themselves, they also must study to get tht answer then they also bookworm wad... seriously i was like damn sad when they kip calling me nerd la... and matters were worse when i was seriously friendless, with even my only so called gd friend since sec1, kenneth was gone. everything was gone. although this post sounds really emo....

then recently i handed in my sci1 project... the whole class except 2 grps did it. i finished my project with my dad la. i think its so nice :D though quite zi kua. then when i handed it in, everyone was like scolding me or sthing la i duno wad the hell it was. aft that just now i read from belinda's blog that they were angry becz that i didnt tell the teacher i soloed the whole thing myself and they didnt help anything. but hor they seriously gt help by paying money la.. i mean the whole project cost like 72$ den obviously i nid someone to help me pay right. anyway i was pretty happy with the end product cz i actually did something like this with my dad without the help of anyone.... was so happy with it hahahah =P

today training so-so la. time seems to past very quickly.... its like we only did abt 2-4 excersises then times up, its 5pm.. haha. then had chinese test, got to complete it by today... luckily i manageed to finish it. there was also a english vocab test. wah that one i was really really clueless la.. i really wanted to faint sia cz i nvr study for it as i had tuition till like 11pm ytd... so mati like crap lo. then maths test also fked up, didnt complete it... sad like crap again =.=

hais this week sure is boring.. i mean there were so much problems la then none of it can be solved... my life is really going haywire... can somebody pls tell me wad im doing wrong that everyoone hates me so much.. seriously i dont get it.

all i wanted for my bday wish was to have mre great friends but instead, it didnt come true but however became worse, making me friendless... oh well, then my aunt told me, all's well end well... ok bah lets just hope a miracle wuld come true then... seriously God, just let me haf mre friends. it really sucks to be friendless... i dont like it at all... its lonely...

HAPPY BDAY TO LIM KAI BOON !!!

2009-07-05T08:59:00.001-07:00

YEAH ITS 12AM!!! ITS MY BDAY WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WISH LIST: MORE GOOD FRIENDS, BEST RESULTS, MORE GUNDAMS AND LASTLY ALWAYS STAYING AS LOVELY WITH MY 4 COUSINS HAHAHAHA ;D

WOOHOO ITS FINALLY MY BDAY. yeah ahahahahaha im so happy. its youth day so no sch wee~~~ and of cz mybday present. DESTINY GUNDAM MASTER GRADE! WOOHOOO I GT BOTH OF THEM. THE SEXY 2. STRIKE FREEDOM AND DESTINY!!!!

SEE MY ENTIRE COLLECTION OF ALL MY BEST BUDDIES! THEY SHALL BE WITH ME FOREVER MAN!!!!!

AND LASTLY.. MY MOST PROUD OF BUDDIES OF MY ENTIRE LIFE. STRIKE AND DESTINY MUAHAHAHHAHA

2009-07-02T02:53:00.000-07:00

long time no post again wahahaha
anyway sch reopen le and its gooing to be strees time for me again. oh well gd luck to everyone studying.

anyway today in sch was so embarassing la. our geog teacher scream at us like crazy for being late for her class zzz and it was in the middle of office then gt teacher walk past. then first time see until sci1 teacher and he seriously rocks man wahahaaaha

OH YA BTW MY BDAY COMING LE! YEAH XD 6july just nice monday gt holiday muahahahahahaha. and i invited almost all the boys to come my hse sort of party which i to play bball la and its starting at 8AM XDXD

anyway thats all i gtg eat bB~

2009-06-04T04:28:00.000-07:00

psps too long nvr blog... holidays over.. quite bz working on my gundams. gt a few new ones. the best wuld be the strike freedom master grade !!!!! I FINALLY FULLFILLED MY WISH!!! however i gt the 89 one nt the 149 one... mum say ex T.T

anyway everyone from 2/2 pls faster go and do the voting thing thx.

tomolo at first gt training one lo... in the end dun haf becz i gt this maths olmypiad thing and my teacher chose me, jhin kai and melody to go. 32 dollar sia. or else i rather go training then this.. i dun mind to pon :D but 32 dollar too ex liao. so no training lo..tomolo training must see report card seh. if fail must punishment 100pushup. den right if lets say u gt 48, nid 2 more marks plus, that 2 x100 plus yr 100... very luan right i know cz i duno hw explain XD. anyway gd luck to everyone tomolo cz im nt going n i duno wads training like =D

oh ya btw wishing sheryl gd luck for not getting selected in tomolo netball friendly match with bedok green. ( im nt trying to be sarcastic but she says she dun wan to be selected and she always give me ... if i wish her gd luck ==)

anyway i go do my gundams alr. painting halfway AND I FOUND A NEW PAINTING METHOD MYSELF!!!!!!!!!! i asked kenny ( he was on the newspaper that day if u didnt see, he was reported as a gundam collector with a small look abt his WORKROOM AND HE GT 80 UNOPEN GUNDAMS ! darn him ==) well back here. he said yeah its correct woohoo~~~~~ i finally did another correct "theory" in gundam LOL. anyway gtg bb

2009-05-24T02:21:00.001-07:00

today sian sia... cant go sch cz gt some rashes type thing... walao.. today james wanted to train me siyu and kenneth de then i cant go sch wasted -.-but nvr go also gd la... can skip that ballon thing waste time one...

yeah holidays coming liao... 28may i going for that sch heritage race den 29may gt marathon camp~!!!!!! at TJC.. seems like going to be damn fun.. it starts at 9PM till nxt day 4pm sia! can stay there if u wan to. i think most likely im staying if kenneth and siyu does i think....

then results take back liao.. extremely happy abt it =D especially my lit.. i tycoly get 70 xD.. well maths careless like crap den didnt finish also. hais.. dun say abt it liao. also to those who didnt score as well as u wannted to... dun give up and continue working harder =D everyone has a talent and is up to u to use it correctly and usefully =D. seriously im going to work x3 hard for my maths man.... si lim wei ming set paper until so hard. his class all gt so many As big ar. im going to break all his classes highest record liao. thats my AIM!!!!!

anyway i go play game liao zai jian~

2009-04-24T20:35:00.000-07:00

Friday:
wah sian lo... maths lesson the teacher like took 1hour to teach a math graph thing and everyone was like playing crazily and talking... huiting and sheryl beating ard also XD. Den keith went to msia cz some reasons den joey didnt come cz sick and during chinese class teacher ask why we all say they both gang gang hao gt problem xD but obviously we think another way la.
den training was hell sia. only gt 3 break and the sun was so bloody damnn damn damn hot. go home kana sunburn like siao... keep sweating till my mum ask: why u keep sweating even under aircon? and i went speechless duno wad to say.. den go play com and slept at like 10pm
today:
oh well.. so far so gd la i guess. my skin gt 1 patch 1 patch red red de.. den woke up at 6am. but continue to just lie there till 9am XD 3hours gt wasted. den went to my grandfather hse eat le hor den came home study le lo.. midyear exam coming le. dun study later mati.. ok bb

2009-04-21T06:08:00.000-07:00

Today P.E do the running and everything. walao at first i tot this morning rain then no need to do but who knows.... anyway, i did 50 situps and my sit and reach only 49cm.... Benedict gt 50 -.-... den run 2.4 omg my timing sucks like hell sia. 14min 47secs T,T there goes my hope for gold. can only hope for sliver liao.. hais... den sci1 i dun get anything wad the science teacher was talking abt sia.. i felt at though i was just slacking xD..... den sci2 miss wee was saying that if u wana know wads yr sci mark, go up and ask her and i gotten 18 and half out of 30... xDXD so happy.. haha becz i win jhin kai 1 mark.... LOL. highest is class 23 and a half sia, miranda got it. And right, i cant believe this but Paul actually manageed to get miss wee's nnumber. She's our relief sci teacher if u don't know and obviously Paul thinks she's hot? LOL

Den training.. omg tiring sia. den plus we ran that 2.4 in the morning i felt so luan... as in flexible. den starting do the 4 jiao den lan di halfway coach go ask us do sthing guai guai de. aft that break awhile den must run 6ROUNDS IN 20MINS... i almost faint... den run halfway i cant take it then walk... den we did something in the 6rounds but i better don't say haha. for once we experience 'teamwork' ROFL.. den now im like half dead with my literauture not even studied yet.. anyway i go watch tv liao zai jian..

2009-04-09T18:19:00.000-07:00

yeah~! today gd friddy. no sch then can slack 1 more day wahahaha. recently same lo, wok increase like mad etc. but i dun feel like doing it. rush it on sat and sun then hehe. ytd combined sports meet. chong cheng high main say fin ttheir cheer le hor we also duno seh xD. we tot they haven even say...... den the runners gt 1 from my sch he run like flying de seh, as in when he runs u can seriously see him almost like floating...
then halfway through the rain came! but oni awhile gone le la so everyone was like sian... then the real one came 1hour later. damn heavy rain. so they stop the last few running than just give out the prize lor. so sad for thse who didnt get to run. than aft that sk they all go celebrate his bday. den i cant go becz of my bloody tution.... had a cold war with my mum ytd night like siao. so i fet bloody angry i didnt eat dinner den went tution to 9+, went home sleep....
today gt so many show sia. fast and furious 4, sniper, handsome suit, that chen long movie also blah blah. actually i wanted to watch sniper and fast and furious 4 but ck told me FF4 is NC16? actually edison chen yan xi very nice de lo. he is so awesome in initial D. this time sniper wonder how is it going to be. but unfortunately, his fame dropped due to the sex scandal thing. hais..

2009-03-25T02:09:00.000-07:00

oh well.. finally gt some time to post. today sch was like so sian la.. i felt like sleeping... den geography work i do like hell le the teacher today nvr come -,- so its like ok lo nvm. den the relief teacher her surname is lai.. so i cant stop laughing.. tv always show those ppl say u xing lai ar.. den this teacher can say yes LMAO.. sound so bad.. den went to toliet with keith after sch cz he say he nid to change and i just so happen nid toliet. den i forgot how i asked him but they seem to be like ignoring me like what they did to sk. oh well.. needless to say my problems are resurfacing.. bullying girls.. man how can i EVER STOP THIS SHIT!!! n my vulgratities.. have been scolding like since p5 n gt damn worse now... hais.. how can i change it.. last time p6 i also gt this problem n went friendless when i got out of sch.. please man, take it I'm begging God.. please change this bloody attitude of mine by like erasing this part of it. everytime i want to change, it only lasts like 3 days den bo le.. so fan nao @.@..
den tuesday training, mdm lim said, those selected can use the court, those not pls bear with them cause they gt match more impt. so we not selected must run physical all those for all the trainings till one day the compeition ends. den lls put me n issac in charge =D everything was fine la except some jokers.. especially jie zhi.. walao eh buay ta han him sia. he's so attitude problem. =X better not say others later i also become like that .. ok la i think i go study le. has been using com for the past 15mins. enough liao. bb~

2009-03-21T01:51:00.001-07:00

Friday:
Oh well.. today was actually selection day.. so abt 2sec1s nvr come so there was only 16 of us n coach going pick out 4. And I was among the four.. also expected de la I guess. I didn’t have the stamina to run also shooting like average den my speed is like kns so I should already know that I wun get selected. Oh well.. what can I do.. already over le den yi han also waste time.. might as well use it to study or train more harder wait for nxt year.anyway, congrats to every1 who gt selected especially sk , siyu, keith and Benedict… gd luck for Monday n all upcoming matches.. sure no problem de la =D.. recently workload is like hell.. so much sia n Monday deadline de works I haven even finish all yet omg.. I wan to play game sia so long nvr touch le.. oh ya btw my results.. haven post abt it. Duno how long ago take le la but who cares =p gt 4A1s, 1A2 2B3 and 1 C5.. ma de my geog need 2 more marks den sui sui A1 leh
T.T… but like that very contented le la though. Gt 9th in class… jhin kai first again damn him. Den later afternoon jhin kai yingru n chun wei came my hse to complete the ALIVE project. Chunwei do halfway den go le.. den me n jhin kai n yingru do until 10pm like that lo.. so tired.. had mac for dinner =D but still haven fin the project argh damn it again!
Saturday:
Woke up quite early today.. went to market to have breakfast den went home studying again… CHOING HOMEWORK! But on come jiu slack le =p.. den I oni fin jian bao n du hou gan after studying for like uh.. 2 hours? LOL… hais no feel study leh… k nvm I go do back le bb~

2009-03-08T01:03:00.000-08:00

sian la today... jhin kai came my hse to do history project. Have been calling benedict since like 12pm like that den he finally picked the call up at like uh.... 2pm?..

ANYWAY BLOODY KEITH YAP... DAMN YOU LA. CAN U PLEASE FOR HEAVENS SAKE JUST STOP TELLING THINGS TO SHERYL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont care what u tell her but just stop it.anyway keith, i respect u as my captain forever, but also thanks on that tip u gave me *wink* i gt the answer le =D

ok done scolding him ahahhahaha =p so lame lol.

2009-03-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

Friday:
wa sian lo.. today gt maths.. teach abt subject of matter, i almost bang wall... I DUNNO HOW DO T.T... hais. Den my maths test 9/20.. 1 more mark to pass walao.. Den after that gt training. Not bad la. starting run 4.8km drain a lot energy. Den coach say those shortlisted for schteam de go train with the 'B' boys, den stress lo.. they very pro de ok. We were suppose to do 340 layups in 15min. So we though sure can de mah, cause last time during june holiday we 'C' boys did it be4. But unfortunately we didn't hit it cause our batch like run very slow mah... so sorry. Den everyone punishment must do sucide. In 35secs mustrun 2 sucide... i mean each sucide 35sec. Wah run until like siao gao like dat... almost died. Den after that play match sec2 vs sec1. Fun la but gt some arguements over small issues hais.... anyway den go home DAMN tired... den like 9pm like that sleep le.e

Today:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!
Today my dad bday.. woohoo.. another person born in march lol. Den went to my aunt hse to celebrate it. had a lot of fun etc. Den i went running with my uncle after that we went to the sauna. I almost got my worst nightmare lol. While we were both in, 2 ang mohs came in. So i tot it was fine. BUT THEY ACTUALLY TOOK OF THEIR PANTS N WENT NAKED... OMG....
I almost wanteed to scream seh,,, my eyes rot... den aft they came in i like in 10mins like tat i run out le. Went sakura to celebrate the bday. Wah spam sushi like crap until my mum scolded me. Den the unagi pizza rocks man. Plus the ice cream wah best. Den eat for like 1hr+ den go back my aunt hse. Studying now again cause my maths den so uh have a gd day to everyone and hope my dad will live long! whoo hoo.. DADDY WAN SUI! LOL....

2009-02-16T02:16:00.000-08:00

PAISEH!!!!!!!!! so long nvr post....

Got tons of work recently.... teachers are giving homeowrk like no tomorrows or someting de lo.. keep comingin non-stop.. Eh very sian lo, so long nvr go out play arcade or go buy something xD. anyway, got back our tests paper for maths n eng. Maths i careless den whole 6marks gone... Oh God.. but very contented with 14/20 le.. English 19/20.. haha.. not bad right ^^.

Projects... got one hist project coming. Den saturday i n keith started on it first. In the end, we found out the deadline for the project is MARCH 5!!!!!!!! walao eh so fast lo. Den we 2 faster rush stuffs out LOL..

Gtg le.. must sutdy tomolo sci1 test.. bb~

2009-01-19T02:02:00.000-08:00

paiseh so long bo post... damnn busy this few days..
so much work lo... so sian ok.. lucky this week my teachers a few going to sec3 camp in pahang den can slack a bit !!! NO WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO~~

anyway chinese new year coming le... im so not going to enjoy.. MY MUM DUN WAN GO MSIA.... T.T... I WAN GO LEH... and the stupid reason cannot go is of the damn jam... hais sian sorry lo miao.. n squirrel.. not my problem now.. even my grandpa ask she also say no...

anyway i gotta go my grandad hse to eat.. bb~ might post later

2008-12-31T19:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY!!!!

Woo... new year 2009 le... finally sch is reopening... though a bit sian la.. friday study den rest sat n sun study again.. stupid lo. Why cant they start school on monday like msia.... Damn those stupid works..

That day bo liao den watch Secret again... I think its nice la.. But obviously some idiots said that Jay die in the end.. hais pathetic.. dunno how watch movie de.. Jay die LOL.. He didnt die la =.= he only went back to the past...

Sch reopen means no more time for my gundams le T-T My dad just passed me the 400 over gundam den sch reopen.. damn it i oni finish the hand, head and body.. left legs but i do halfway... that model ok-ok la.. no strong at all. RX-78 2.. suckie robot whereby strike freedom can trash it with just his super dragoon thursters..its very big sized... 1/60 scale. den the hand can move i though of making it point middle finger XD XD

k la i gtg already. bb~~~

2008-12-27T00:14:00.001-08:00

SORRY!!!! SO LONNNGGGG NVR POST PAISEH XD... no time lah. this few days so damn fedup abt it. always gt people snatch my desktop de lo.. finally can use already.

so hw was yr xmas??? mine was a very boring one... spended the almost wwhole day at my aunt hse watching shows.... so sian.. den at night watch wild hog.. dammn funny.. watch until i keep laughing.. even my dad n uncle laughed like mad... veri nan de loh...

haha some people must be wondering whos carmen, kelly and sotong right XD

this iis kelly.... her nickname is sandy XD becz her friends called her squirrel.. so i was watching spongebob halfway den sandy came so i called her sandy XD

this is miao miao. actually is carmen la but i call her miao cos she look like a cat WAHAHAHAHAH ok fine i noe this pic is lame to many people but who cares. its just some cats showing off their paws XD

this is stephy.. who angel thinks she is hot == her nickname is sotong.... becz last time she scold me sotong cos i did something blur... den i told her u my sister u also sotong leh. so in the end gt this name le lo~

ok angel u better dun get mad n start spamming me again XD uh soo yeah those were actually my cousins... but the relationship between us were very close till in the end we become steads? XD hahaha... btw uh i will upload the rest of the pics in my friendster so do drop by..

soo miao, sandy and sotong... rmb tag me ar haha n miao, i told you i dare to post abt u alreadi =Dmuacks~~~

2008-12-17T08:41:00.000-08:00

paiseh.. long time no post.. vbery bz this few days.. cz of the damn schwork those teachers gave.. REALLY VERY TIRING DE LEH.. other sch like Dunman high also dun have work at all.. our sch leh one shot give so much.. even added in edulearn somemore.. hais..

gotten this new hack device from klinsman.. nt bad seh very fun haha! in GTA this hack can make the people fly here n there de haha. But play long le i think i will sian le. LOL. i rmb last time play GTA using the cheats given without this device i also like sian..

Today training so-so lo.. same old stuffs.... 1pm-3pm without water.. thirsty leh. Now feel throat a bit a bit dry... Den my mum is like going to complain... LUCKY i stop her.. or else damn paiseh de sia.. den jie zhi la keep like gt temper.. tried to bear with it.. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN TRYING TO.. but sometimes he just goes a little too overboard...

well.. sec1 year so fast going end le.. nxt year going be sec2.. time just passes so fast la.. its like nt long ago still thinking wad sch to choose n when sch reopen n now its end of the year already..

k la i gtg le.. bb~

2008-12-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

hi every1.. im posting from msia again.. well the wedding just ended and had a great time... but also a sad moment too... i had too bid farewell with sotong they all... den of cos very she bu de la... i mean i dont get to see them so often right den nan de gt chance le.... at first tomolo can like very late den go back... i mean i only see them once a year why cant i spend time longer with them...

den my mother broke the news and said that we need go back early becos my 2nd aunt wan come over to host her child's bday party... i gt very very very lke u noe angry ??? becos of that bday we had to go bak early T.T DEN SHE PURPOSELY MADE IT AT 1PM LEH... walau i hate her la. cant even get to see my cousins 1 last time till nxy years chinese new year... hais.. feeling sooo down now... if only time can stop now and nvr ends...

took lots of pics of cos.. haha.. dont take pics also cant la.. she bu de each other xD at first tot later after the wedding still can meet each other but also nvr... sadly though... those pics wait till i gt them first hor paiseh.. i reached home le but i tink they haven yet... btw i will post them at my friendster!! feel free to add me ar~~~~ ok la dont post le i go think of smthing past time wait for them on9 ltr.. hope they dun pangseh me~~~

SEE U GUYS NXT YEAR CHINESE NEW YEAR LE AR!!!! N KELLY JIE , SOTONG, CAT MUAX~~~~ LOL

2008-12-01T05:50:00.001-08:00

paiseh long time no post... no time la... seriously i do anymore homeworks man... it seriously sux..wel.. just came bak from msia ytd.. only gt 1 word to describe... FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had really lots of fun... but haven gt the pics yet.. its wif my so called sis(cos im damn close to her though shes mine cousin ==) she say today wan send me n i have been waiting since 8pmm!!!! k nvm i go do my work bb

2008-11-24T21:08:00.000-08:00

finally i gt some time to post.. super bz sia... btw i completed 7 more gundams... so left 3 keroros!!!!seee under light very nice seh.. espicially those 3 behind.. plus the petal garden!!! 1FOR ALL, ALL FOR 1.... tat grreen n black keroro is another version de.. keroro version dx 3.... den the other 1.. under light.. see carefully!!!! gt base de hehehehe nice right xD OH!! btw i went the anime fair... VERY VERY VERY NICE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe this pic people who watched gundam sure know de.... i cant believe my eyes either.. this gundam was piloted by stella... THE ULITMATE GUNDAM WHO DESTRYOED THOUSANDS OF THINGS... THIS GUNDAM LIMITED EDITION SEH.. I DIDNT SEE IT BE4 LO... NICE!!

look at this... enma ai... deathgal

gundam exia oo

look at whos this man!!!! ITS L xD den even gt yagumi light haha

see final fantasy de... cloud ...

of all the exhibits.. i tink this 2 is the best.... MG infinite justice... MG strike freedom...MG destiny

2008-11-21T04:27:00.000-08:00

helo every1... long time no post le... wah lao today training... coach tot we not humans... at first say do 4 corners.. den we like arh chey 4 corners oni.. in the end must 20 consecutive score.. den eat shit le lo... 20 leh.... hikeal de layup dunno why nt tat gd.. he cant aim when he reach the box there.. hais.. sad for him.. anyway den he keep miss. Miss 1 ball means everything go back to zero den must do 10pushups... but keep acculmate sibei fker de.. cos keep miss!!!!!!!!! den keep do 10 den add 1 11 den 12 13 14 15 16 17~~ den do all the way till 23 each time.. imagine that... hw mmanyy already.. plus the ground IS VERY VERY VERY HOT!!!!!!!!!!!! my hand having blister nw... den break awhile lo.. after that sshe say do the run from base line layup thing... den run lo.. fun mah.. in the end nvr hit target.. den we oni gt 240 instead of 280 den short of 40.. she say run 40 rounds around the netball plus basketball court.. den we fing sian le VERY TIRED. DEN FINSH WE TOT CAN BREAK SHE SAY NOW GO N DO LEFT HAND DE LAYUP. wad the hell.... we so tired den out left all like shit hw to hit 240... den totalshort of 85 ROUNDS LEH T.T den must run... run until the 40th.. she say go do underbasket.. sian sia... den do do do finally it came till ending can go home..

now im finally at home wif blisters on my hand... quite pain la LOL... k gtg play game bb

2008-11-17T05:19:00.001-08:00

paiseh i wun really post that much anymore... cos no time.. i just bought guan yu, liu bei , zhang fei, zhou yu plus my godkeron so i will be super bz n will oni post their pics when im done wif them... bye

2008-11-14T05:33:00.001-08:00

as promised i will update.. I FINALLY COMPLTED MY 5KEROROS!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! show all the pics of them

well now im currently working on this model

seriously... today is so tiring... lazy explain wad we do.. but gt drills push up lay up wadeva also have... tired leh.. thursday just did even worse de haven recover from muscle ache today more.. hais.... im sleepy le la.. i go sleep liao bye all!!!!!! BTW TAG LEH

2008-11-13T20:00:00.000-08:00

paiseh so long nvr post... no time la.. quite bz.. now gtg training le bb! but will try post to9 wif my new keroro pics.. im completed them =)

2008-11-06T20:40:00.000-08:00

YO ALL.. long time no post le haha.. i spended over like 3hours to complete this.. AND I HAVEN EVEN TOUCH PAINTING IT.. GOD.. I MUST FINSH BUY SUNDAY MAN.... here gt some pics.

wif sticker de xD

YEAH ^^ done the bbody.. left amour le..

the armour.... quite nice la.

all the armour up le.. left weapon..

both his weapon.. the wind n earth sword..

his first post xD

i love this most.. dragon behind n his windearth sword xD

but still gt la.. the rest i haven xfer yet.. still gt on horse de tat 1 looks nicer xD.. oh ya rmb the keroro... i finally completed 1 more.. LOL..

whole set 5 of them..

THE LEADER!! KERORO GUNSO SGT FROG XD

the rest ltr den will post gtg for now bb~~~

2008-11-04T20:25:00.001-08:00

hi every1... so badly bored out man.. i already have a new hobby of toking to the wall.. haiz si bei sian la... play com also dunno play wad. Den was forced to stay in my Grandfather hse.. cos my uncle was away, my grandfather is alone n my mum wans me to stay here wif her staying damn happy but wif me toking to the wall... SIAN LA... INTERNET LIKE SHIT LIKE TAT... it can be damn boring loh... den msn hardly gt ppl on9.. on9 liao tok to them some lazy reply =.=III downloaded dj max clazziquai for like 3 days or something. i double click file wan open liao, they tell me gt error... den i was like.. wdf? i dl 3 days nw u tell me error.. den pekcek liao ask my father help me get from his friend...

Yesterday for once i went bak home.. i missed my bed man.. i haven slept on it for like 4-7days liao.. den i was packing my cupboard den i noticed this box saying: FRAGILE DUN TOUCH OR DIE! den i go n open.... gt the shock of my life.. there were like 5box of gundam haven fix de... all do until halfway.. some even got paint.. lucky my mother nvr see until or i can 4get abt buying the new ones xD better keep quiet =x

Cant wait for december man.. im going bak to MY my cousins there.. really cant wait liao im like counting down hoping faster reach those 2 weeks so i can party till im dead there i also dun mind hahahhaha..

Did any1 start on holiday work or something?? i oni started doing maths for fun n i complted it inlike 30mins zzzz k la gtg i need some sleep or i might die BB!

2008-11-02T05:33:00.000-08:00

thx every1 for the comment of my blogskin ty ty =)

today went out totally.. from 11am i was out all the way to 8pm like that.. go tm parkway.. temple.. den went to parkway waste time oni.. parent dunno wan find wad la..

at tm.. long story loh.. so coincidence de haha..
i went up escalator saw xinni... den i headed for right.. i saw my cousin n her bf...(woooo) den i went to arcade see see.. saw my 2nd uncle... den go back to poppular.. my the other cousin working there la.. den i was standing watching show n didnt noe tat my cousin was beside me.. den she laughed n step on my foot.. she said sry n turn behind finding out tat it was me LOL SIA.. I MEAN SHE IS BESIDE ME I DUNNO.. den she keep laughing all the way den her bf like smile smile.. must be thinking tat i keep turn out dun give him chance hehehex. den went century square eat the pasta. food junction de.. quite nice la haha.. mother went to look for phone den i went up to look for my god keron.. keroro for short.. i asked the guy.. he told me sold out liao T.T den next month den come back.. he say 50-60 only.. dhen i tot he lying sia.. so cheap.. 5 IN 1 LEH DEN ITS A SUPER BIG ROBOT LEH.. LIKE POWER RANGER LIKE TAT DE.. malaysia sell abt 100plus sg sia.. den i was super happy xD i gt just nice the enuf money hehe =) in the end i reached home at 8pm.. den can use com.. crapped xD haiz i go play game liao bb!!!

2008-11-01T19:46:00.000-07:00

FINALLY.. I FOUND A SKIN SUITABALE FOR ME AFTER 3DAYS..... quite nice la this1.. i tink oni.. leave tag be4 u all go leh xDDDDD my tag board is moving so slow loh... lata neeeed go eat wif my stupid cousins... irritaing sia dhemm i HATE IT!!!!!!!!!! but bo bian loh .. take it i suay den.. haiz ok gtg bb

2008-10-27T20:31:00.000-07:00

hi every1... im sstill in malaysia though...so sian loh... im bored

that day erm saturday i tink.. took the train here... my uncle say can see scernary.. n i saw was grasses n trees thats it...lame right. Then the ticket says that the taain ride will take abt 6hour to reach K.L so my psp got 7hour life battery.. okay lah haha can use for the whole whole ride... den i play until halfway, i noticed that the life is like flashing... den i thought.. eh??? did i went blind n see wrong is only 5hours or wad... den i found out that by the time i reached K.L, i took me 9hours... DEN I WAS LIKE WDF... 9HOURS??!!/?! but the train quite fun la... inside got canteen sell food de... the spaghetti wlao eh.. perfect man den ists only 2ringgit.. sg money only $1.. so cheap loh.. wads more its in a damn big bowll... i ate abt 3bowls i think =P. den i went toliet. there write.. DONT USE THE TOLIET WHEN THE TRAIN IS A STATION!.... den i thinking.. huh ?why cannot.. guesss wad i saw. the toliet below is actually the runway track. which means u pee in the toliet when its at the station, ppl can see the water.... at first i wanted to try de.. but den play psp n sleep until 4get abt it...

den i went off at 7am liike tat the train.. reaced at 5pm or 4pm i think..of cos sian liao loh nth to do also... den so late lazy shopping.. den my uncle parents say go eat.. den i bought 3 dunkin doughnuts.. walao i tell u, that doughnut is a 100times better den the stuipid doughnut factory.. the chocolte in the dunkin doughnuts perfect! i eat 1 mouth only the chocolate squirting liao.. damn damn shhoiik de xD

hoho later at night dinner was THE BEST!!!!!!! JAPANESE RESTAURANT!!!!!!!!!!! BUFFET SOMEMORE!!!! den i keep spam the sushis.. the minute i reached, the next min i ate abt 12sushis liao. sashimi, crabstick de, hand roll, mayonsese, egg wad eva de.. den in the end i ate abt 20 handrolls.... damn damn full.. i also spam ice cream.. aate 2 bowls... chicken also. terriyaki tempuras tendo chicken. confrim when go back sg i a loot clothes cannot wear le...confrim de..

Next day morning, i got shocked.. my uncle parent actually bought lots of stuffs.. like buffet like that can choose wad u wan dde hor... pao,bread,chee chon fun,cereals,wantan mee wadeva u can think of for breakfast mostly have... DEN SO MANY THINGS RIGHT, NO MAC T.T den bo bian loh.. survive on breads...bo bian loh.. take it as jian fei lo haha... den i went shopping..
Bought a sangokuden... my fav zhao yun(zhao zi long) damn cheap sia there.. only cost abt 10$ very cheap de xD den my bball shoes spoil le.. i went adidas see got shoes not.. WLAO THE SHOES N JERSEY EXTREMLY NICE MAN n is damn damn cheap.. but paarent dun allow me buy sian loh.. the jersey is kobe de.. number 24 very nice sg money abt 70plus very cheap le leh.... den the shoes there got write LAKERS den is purple yellow white.. also very nice sg money abt 100plus... vey chep le leh.. den my dad say go back sg go queensway find.. den i was like okay loh.. den went back to my uncle parent house.. play psp awhile den sleep lerhs..

Next day. same loh breakfast menu damn a lot de.. survive on breads again =.=III den went to shop again.. this time sian liao.. i was playing my psp all day long nothing to do or see.. den see until 1 shop got carebear.. i rmbed tht angel wan me buy for her.. dun think Y must think Straight hor...xD den i go inside ask the guiuy.. he got the badge there manager de.. i asked him ggot greencarebear, he ask me wads that.. i was like.. LOL?? THE PRODUCT IS PLACED IN THE OUTSIDE THE WINDOW THERE GOT BLUE YELLOW N SOMETHING ELSE U TELL ME WADS THAT... den i said nvm.. den i wallked off.. searched n searched almost all colours cn find i think but no green de..

today last dy le loh.. my parents n uncle n aunt went out.. so sian sia.. i cant wait to like go home loh.. 5pm den take bus.. LUCKY NOW IS BUS NOT TRAIN OR I WOULD HAVE CRIED,, xD okay liao gtg bb tok at nights xd

2008-10-22T05:02:00.000-07:00

Today happen lots of things again...
Me n keith n ben.. was quite gd friends de....den suddenly keith being a kind soul told me abt wad joey told him........ something secret... den i noe le kinda sad la..
den benedict see me like sian sian in basketball play awhile no feeling le.. he go told her tat i very sian in basketball or something like that.. sort of caring... but got double effect.. helping me but den sabo until keith wad... right????
den keith gt mad over him liao.. sian.. help who lei???so luan..
haiz den those 2 fighting le lo.. 1 dun bother abt another....
sian LE LA!!!!!!!!! WHY MY LIFE SO LUAN NOW!!! RETRIBUTION TO WAD I DO IN MY PRIMARY SCH LIFE????????? but now if is really retribution.. i dun mind also.. so i wun have to suffer more worse de next time == i go rest le buhbyes

2008-10-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

today basketball cca return le.... im badly out of form.. run awhile only next day muscle ache pain until dunno wad... sian le la

tok abt EOY damn shoik damn damn shoik...... my results wa happy liao... got 4 A1 n the rest either B3 or B4... my maths get 93 den home econ dunno why sia i get 77 LOL den history get 88 chinese get 78 lol...... my chinese tyco de la xD my cchinese compo tyco tyco get 47/50 muahhahahha win melody den she damn buay song LOOL.... den in the end add up overall i get 587 or 586 i think over 800... still nt bad la i guess LOL den i win melody 30something marks LOL HAHAHAHAHAHA im good xD

den kenneth finally wif us in bball liao... im so glad abt that... sk leh?? buay song again.. so ez to c from his face loh......... ck gona get kicked out den he maybe wan join NCC. den sk put high hopes again.. haiz pls la nt i dun wana pour cold water on him... but later if ck decided join something else den he dun have he will be sad again.. Oh My God...dun even noe hw tok to him nowsadays... me n him starting to fall apart also liao..... haiz sian......

nw 11pm gona 12am liao n my dads nt back.. hw long more do i ever need to wait just FOR MY SUPPER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my basketball training start at 1.30 de i end sch like abt 12.45?? den i nvr eat... scared later stich... in the end? also stomach pain.. WHY? gastric nvr eat =.= den i 5pm go eat dinner till now im still hhungry... haiz... cant even find some nice blogskin la all so ghey de

djmax also sian liao... nobody play wif.. they keep either cheat by covering my screen or say i sure lose to u den nobody play liao... i think i gona wait for my djmax3 liao... hands rotting cant wait for it LOL heard that u all playying back GUNZ liao ar?? saw quite a few of u guys that day..

12am liao buhbyes im gona sleep now.. nite~

2008-10-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

hmm... ok lo... dun care abt them. watse breath also haha..

sian la i dun wan study geo u NOE.c until the book kinda feel sian. iread 1 topic almost bored to death.........

finally i got break 4 awhile.. can break till 10.30 den continue do work.. haiz ezam means stress sia

gtg le bb...

2008-09-30T04:21:00.000-07:00

another day has passed.... i finally got some time to post liao........ exam reach le... i am studying like hell now...(im not boasting thx ) really sia.... sian n tired also. mum went out got time use com=)

talk abt eng and chi papers first. ta ma de chinese oral give until so hard.... i dun even know how read the bloddy passage... pekcek liao... english test summary so quite simple. compo give until so hard..... dun che ping at all lo. should give both equally ez mah..... chinese also... i am expected to learn 100plus sentence as in memorise them within 2 days.... luckily i sort of did it.
my friend ask me no need learn. know meaning den try one sentence yrself. i said orh okay. but of cos nvr folo la... so weixian. the zao ju 9 mark lEI. my other parts so lan le. only can score in such parrt de mah....

tok abt PE last dayi PEK CEK UNTIL WAN KILL PEOPLE LEI
those 5 bitch of our classs...... play pe. i was playing wif bois as usual. suddenly got commotion. lesbian and belinda come find us.they tell us say that one gal sophia was playing capt ball. den those 5 bitch i think 1 of them go like fake her. she scared den fall backwards fell on those kind low bench and den when laying on the bench she fall behind AGAIN...... she kana send hospital..... den my friend gf(dun say his name la=P) face got hit. he angry until almost went to bash those 5 up...... den the gal i kinda like... also got hit. her face turneed red. then the boys say after sch stay back play the game with them. they start the war in capt ball. WE END IT!!!den we send lettere ask them fight after sch. they tore the paper.den i shout loudly. WALAO SO HUM AR!CONFRIM ALWAYS EAT MEE SIAM MAI HUM 1 NO WONDER SO HUM.. NAN GUAIBORN WITH NO BALLS LA. then they stare at me. i shouted.... DIAO WAD DIAO? NVR SEE BOI BE4 AR? OR WAWD????

today school also like that. sci cher say must do sci question. she chose one guy. the guy can sabo any1 else call their name. so the boys say SABO NA GE 5 38. all said ok. den they all sabo us back right. in the end???? every1 of us noe how answer. one go call my name. den i can answer. after i go call the one from china de. all the boys purposely att her. den all yj keep diao me. den my xin very luan... stupid sia.. they really nvr seee boys be4 izzit? or nvr c ugly de be4....

i go continue study le la .... buhbyes=(

2008-08-08T02:43:00.000-07:00

Today ran 3.5km
i was able to run for the whole thing then i was like hw the hell i did tht
oni to find out our sch peer support ldr lead wrong way den oni run 2.4km
CRAP MAN
stupid i got above the first 30 for sec 1 bOIS DE LEH T.T
SHE asked me to aim top 15
sian i didnt get it at all
soo cheer say this wednesday must run again
die die must train hard for sat sun n monday liao
I MUST GET TOP 15 ARGGGGG
feeling bored sia
msn alll off9
psp charging lazy to play den no show its SO FREAKING BORING

2008-08-01T22:17:00.000-07:00

long time no post liao loooooohhhh

haiz actually i jus wan say

sry to all my x classmate..

i knew i was irriting n shld not haf said every single secrets out

i finally knew the feeling

ryan that fking idoit keep say out secrets

=LY same as me during p5 n p6 or evn p4

very sorry to wq n adeline cos i harm dhem keep quarrel

sry to jia li also said out yr secret =x

sry to er er jane for being so bad to u during the period when jiali dislike u..

sry to wen cos i noe u said me being fking xtra when i was wif wq the group(the other)

sry to gj also... making u get scolding n feel iritated also

whoevers name i left out pls tel me =.=

btw i really felt very sorry liao

cos i finally knew how treasure friendship

everybody changed in my sch

siyu was sk most best friend n then they fall out liao

melody also changed a lot since the last time oredi(i cant say much abt it)

shes now a diff gal...

if she ever see this post, i wana say is that i nvr reply yr sms cos of one reason

U CAN STOP CALLING PEOPLE OI OI OI OI OI NOT?

U VERY BIG IZZIT?(ps copy wq this part i think)

IS VERY RUDE U NOE?

YR WORK AT SHANNON THERE MY PROB AR?

I HELP U TYPE OUT ALL 22 SENTENCES THEN GOT MISTAKE U SCOLD ME?

CHINESE SOME MORE NOT ENG

U SO GOOD U GO N ASK OTHER PEOPLE HELP U LA

BTW SORRY TO ALLLLLLL X CLASSMATE ONCE AGAIN

2008-05-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

finally got time to play com n posted
BOUGHT NEW FOND!!!!!!
W580I LURVE IT MANNN
SOO NICEEE THE COLOURR
can read mp4 sia
i can watch my fav kungfu guan lan liao =)
was over the moon man
till today when i had a tiiff with my father
summarise the whole thing la ez
i used a tone whereby my father used when he talks to me
n i got scolded
well cause i was suppose to light up the joss sticks(sorry if wrong tense >.<)
den kitchen the wind strong ma so i go living room n the tv was on
so he accuse me of wathing tv
n i said WO NA LI YOU KITCHEN DE FONG ZHE YANG DA
den i burned until my hand crap.......
ooowwww pain u noe
n i realyt meant pain
den he stood up n say ni gen wo jiang hua jiang hao yi dian
knn la hao yi dian u tok to me like wad i tok to u like tat cant
i also human got respect right u older den me juz becos u r my father
den u can tok to me like that
mus stand in my way wad
den he angry until now dun wana tok to me
den i was like dun tok dun tok lo
buay song wad can i say right
i tok to him he dun wan care den nvm 4get it
i go play com game lioa byezzz

2008-05-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

NEW SONG!!!!!!!
BIE LI KAI WO(ai wo bie zhou sang by zhang zhen yue)

5 yue 8 hao de na tian wo hen shang xin
zhe jian shi zhen de rang wo xiang yao ku qi
jie guo ku le yi zhen wan
yi qie hai shi yi yang
ta dui wo ti chu shuo yao gen wo fen shou
wo hai yi wei shi wei le du su
mei xiang dao ta dui wo shuo
ta hai ai zhe bie ren yeah~~~~
bie li kai wo
ying wei wo zhen
de hen ai ni
ting dao ni shuo ni yao gen wo fen shou
wo de xin zhen de hen tong
bie li kai wo
ying wei wo zhen
de hen ai ni
ke shi ru guo ni hai zhai ai zhe ta
wo yuan yi yong yuan den ni~~~~

2008-05-16T06:26:00.000-07:00

haiz it has since be a week since we broke...

still got a bit painfull u noe...

though i always say i dun care

heart still a bit care 4 her de lor

alwabes do almost everything can remind me of her u noe

in bus i rmb the day on 29/03/08 tat she lay on my shoulder n waas holding hands

whenever i closed my eyes

i rmb the day she first told me the 3 words of i lurve u u noe

go parkway even worse

got one time speech day earrly end sch

den i go parkway wif them

we play hide n seek full mall sia

den yesterday i went thoguht of those times

haizzzz

see until my hand remind me tat we held hands

first time de shi hou

i still dun dare take initiative SO PAI SEHHHH

haiz miss her sia

cant take her of my mind

wish tat i can see her smiles again T.T

sadness came around me

2008-05-10T18:51:00.001-07:00

i have lost my most dar 4eva.............

sry to my cousin whom i promise to let him see her

i have went mad already

i was supposed to study 4 my test for monday

she decided to break up on the day of may 8 a day i will never 4get

i dunno wads the real ting yet

izzit becos she dun like me liao

or that she still like that guy n dun wana hurt my heart

OR WAD??/

IM GOING MAD OK

i never ever dare to take a stead which will have endings that wil be bad

might not last n friendships will be destroyed after that

if u sacrifice friends for lurve

pls change yr self asap

once u lost lurve the only person u can turn 2 is you qing

lucky i still got luo yi n sk ryan kenneth siyu all those

all i might be lost in hell

i watched jigoku shoujo hell gal anime at midnight, u can only acces this webside

u type the name of the person u hate but u must have lots of hatred be4 u can go into the web

i havent tried it but i willll soon

of cos i swear man i wun put her name or even the boy she likes now I SWEAR

i jus wacthed it for fun

load ok liao bbb i go wtch....

2008-05-02T01:15:00.000-07:00

long time no post liao
no time mah must study so freaking sian next weekk TOTALL FULL OF TEST
change skin liao ok n its sort of plain....
i havent seen her for more den 7 days lio
stupid doctor dun let her go back
IDOITXCC!!!!!!!!
i wan kill tzt doctor liao hahahahah
jkjk

2008-04-30T05:01:00.001-07:00

change BLOGSKIN LERHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause need study so i only put this first...
others wait till i study finsh tomolo den i put lor......
i go study again bb....

2008-04-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

PHEWWW HENG ARRRR TODAY VERY SCARY,,,,,,
smae lor...... smsing her like siao cos she nvr go sch today as she gotten HMDF
sad right.. worry 4 her until cant sleep yesterrday......
den tomolo got zuo wen test she cant go den mayb can retest mayb will get 0 leh
haiz... why sick at such times....
luo yi i didnt blame eu anywae say 1st...
halfway in class today i found out that i got ulcer den my other 8 friends also sia omg
fsater tell teacher den she let us go back
went to c doc
den he said this
theres nothing wrong wif him xcept it was a normal ulcer
dun worry abt it.....
LIKE THAT ONLY LEH
THEY TOK A BUNCH OF CRAP
N EARN 50 PLUS BUCKS WIF NO MEDICINE WDF.......
no wonder they so rich ders....................................
i almsot tot i got..
dar smsed me say tat though my mouth pain,her leg also very pain
den i got no mood study at aLL lol,TOMOLO TEST NO MOOD
HAHAHAHAHA
kk nvm i mad lerhs i g study bb

2008-04-23T06:39:00.000-07:00

IMPORTANT STUFFS
CLASS 1/2 TEMASEK PEOPLE LISTEN UP
MELODY N LUO YI GOT INFECTED WITH HMFD WHICH MEANS ALL OF US WILL GET IY
they both confrim wun go to sch tomolo pls check to c if u haf them
dar cant go 4 zuo wen lerhs
sort of heart pain wonder if shes alright

2008-04-20T03:22:00.001-07:00

GOT NEW NEWSS LIAOOOOOOOOO
june holidays must go back bb training like siao
cher say de......
first 2 week mus go back at least thrice still ok.....
LAST WEEK MAYBE GOT 5 DAY CAMP
MEANS CAN STAY IN SCH PLAY BASKETBALL TRAIING UNTIL LATE
WAKE UYP EARLY EAT PLAY WHA SHOIK
NO PARENTS ALL FRIENDS WEEEEE
SENOIRRR ROXXXX
CAN SMS HER!!!!!!!!!
CHAT WIF HER UNTIL VERY LATE....
ALL CAN LEH
cant wait for june sia....
nowadays can hardly use com lerhs exam coming
25april strat.....
miss her sia.....
but hp got conviscated haisz/.......
bb i go study lerhs bye

2008-04-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

TODAY ROXXXXX MANNNNNNNN i got conversaional malay ma best tiem for me u noe.... be wif her laarhs :)
my english shoik..... 22/30 den te oter 1 get 12/18 wha nice sia nvr get so high be4
my chi leh???? kns but at least got improve.... 35/70 to 40/70 hehehe iNcrEase liao

today ck use pen throw at me hit until head not really veri painn lar
den dar saw liao not happy go scold him very loudly sia... she scolded him FUCK U LAR den go hit him....hehe u noe ma my feeling wha very happy...
dar hand inj8red also
pain ma???? si sk..................
nvm lar i also haha 2 marks on my hand dunno y ....
the rest wait till i get pemission see can tell nort den i say:) tat will mae eu noe y i sooooo happy

dar dun worry lar i will change more songs lyrics 4 eu de :)
I LUV EU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-16T00:51:00.001-07:00

wa sian today de day is likesort of kns........today got chinese test den i anyhow do sia no time at alllllll die lerhs.....den right i found out someting that ryan peh is also liking melody u noe. means that i got rival leh u noe RIVAL...... i siao liao... kenneth told me tat ryan was the culprit who wrote the kb sux idoitic mushroom head cry baby on my table.. brother ty veri muc for tellling me that it was him thx a million....
i dun bilifff it,.. i go change the wo ke yi song liao den i go gif it to her... wonder how she feels

the song iis like thzt
ni
bu yao zhai ku qi le
bu guan duo shang xin
yong gan mian dui
ni
zhen de fei chang ke ai
mei tian kan dao le ni
xin li jiu hui hen kai xin
ta
ye kan shang le ni
he wo yi qi zheng
hen ke ai de ni
wu yue
wo mei tian xiang zhe ni
zhi yao qian zhe ni
wo hui gao xing
wo ai ni
xiang yong yuan pei zhe ni
bu yao he ni fen li
nao hai zhong mei tian xiang zhe ni
wo xiang ni
xin li mian zhen de hen ai ni
wo yuan yi xi sheng zhi zi de seng ming
zhi wei le ni

give some comment after reading thx.... bb

2008-04-11T20:26:00.000-07:00

so lonmg nvr post liao.. kind of sian sia cant play com play liao nth to do........ sch bb so tough de.... 10 rounds around baskball n netball court as warm up leh i mean ever since julian n alvin came..... wq anglican de coach is really basketball sch de coach ar??????? julian n alivin xtemasek still come back train us. it was soo tirirng when they came still got homework all tis tgt so tiring.. i go study liao bb~~~

2008-03-07T17:33:00.000-08:00

so fast 2 months over liao holidays also lai liao. haiz i misss sch leh i dun wan holidays T.T teacher siao wan gif so much hw on the internet i rather go bak to sch yesterday lor stay at home do those kind of work on the net...... blog sian de no ppl tag. wha lao eh my eng n chi sux sia i got c6 for both leh T.T only maths science history lit art can gif some face nia cos aLL get a1 to a2 the rest dnt geo aLL sux dnt i fail sia o_o nvr hand in hw dhen kana minus mark TT

2008-02-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

ps gj lor so long nvr post. weeee i kana basketball as cca n robotics also so happy~~~~~~~~ sry arh shuan nvr put yr sch as first choice pai seh lor cos i wan go temasek. LUCKY i go temasek lor if i go mmhs i might not be wanting to go to sch now no offnece..... sae first. wha lan eh homework kana siao lor EVERY WORK I DO GOT MARKS IN CA I DUNNO LEHHHH.haiz no blog skin change... i also wan change my everything sia.....
today hor mus go basketball practice. so funy lor my senior dun dare pale silent hill leh i lufffff until like siao his sec4 n is abt afternoon he dun dare plae sia. ck also kana basketball still dare sae me sux he beta watch out. still go give all my friend jane fond number dhen jane almost got spammed. i go do work liao bye~~~

2008-01-03T04:48:00.000-08:00

WEEEEEE 2nd jan liao. yesterday icebreaking mus do the ting so ridiculos sia. half a butt on the floor n dhen onli bois can do cos gal wear skirt -_____-. dhen even onli 1 head on floor boi mus put the whole body on chair n put the head on the floor. DHEN HOR today wake up stomach so painful sia even when i luff also pain so uselesss of me -_-. so how u all got friends mah???? i got quite fewwww laios. my class also hen helpful. like paul and ying ru. paul leh is like the xtremely loud voice de. MY ogl also veri veri veri veri good hen name got faith i tink or w/e. haf a good time dhen the 8 of u alllllllll happy ba i not wif u all ^^ not meaning anything hor

2007-12-23T19:29:00.000-08:00

HAL0 every1 bak liaos. so long nvr post lerhs haiz. today finally xmas eve liaos any1 wana conf till midnite n sae the hapi xmas?? i can secretly do it hehehehehehehx

today sae de is anime xD

kekkaishi originally known as 结界师 got comics eng/chi songs plus anime liaos. i luved this anime like siao espically b00k 13 die die mus read veri funny at last part ^^

Yoshimori(the boi) is a descendant of Kekkaishi. He's responsible for eliminating dangerous ayakashi (spirits) to another world. However, Yoshimori has no motivation to continue this strenuous training. This gives his neighbour, Tokine, the advantage of capturing the ayakashi. Yoshimori couldn't care less about losing to a girl, that is, until a foul mistake leads to a near-death experience for Tokine. 5 years later... Although they're rivalling neighbours, Yoshimori still cares for Tokine, and ever since Tokine was hurt by the ayakashi, Yoshimori swore that he would train hard to be a good Kekkaishi. Not because it's part of the family line, it's so he will become stronger, to protect those from getting hurt again.

the gAl the father die liaos cos he also haf the same j0b of fiteing ayakash n died cos the boi de m0ther came 2 late. that dog behind is a 400 yr old dog is actually soul lai de onli active at nite.

this boi luv making cakes cos tat gal said she wanted to haf a cake that is a castle when they were 5 so he had the dream of making it for her(still looking for the b00k 13 part where something nice happen)

this part is the part where the gal got hurt l00k at her hand full of blood(oh ya abt the dog still got black de)

gtg liaos bb

friends cousin and my fav pics LOL

2007-12-16T18:19:00.000-08:00

halo every1. deathboi is bak~~~~~~~~ today show u all my cousin....... and friends plus funny stuff.my cousin got 2 type. 1 kind veri kiam pa veri veri naughty and help me kana scolding nia.the other kind leh?? veri veri g00d jus that 1 is onli 1yr old veri cute while the others ROX MAN.sadly though i dun haf thier pics cos i hardly meet my father side cousin T.T.

the veri kiam pa de cousin

the two below is the most kiam pa de. the 1 being carried is the cute cute de.carrying him de is my grandfather(obvious it cant be my father haha)and the person beside is me i noe veri ugly the shirt is forced to wear de T.T

Cute hor hehx.
Sad today he nvr come T.T cos my aunt mc haiz......

now FOR THE FINAL PICS HAHAHA

w0nder wad might hapen if jiali sees this LOL GJ JY JY JY

This 1 leh>>?? adeline see liaos her reply(of cos is fake de hor):SO SHAUI gona faint Haahahahaahah-_- fake DE ARH

tHis pic is every1de still got jane in action de
ta da jane in action ^^ ah mao sry

2007-12-15T18:17:00.000-08:00

halo every1. Bak liaos jus finsh it today. Pls call others some tag also cos im running out of ideas thoguh .............. hehe. the song suitable??

1st posting

2007-12-14T18:12:00.000-08:00

hi =) my name is lim kai boon. this blog is my 2nd blog though -.- . 4get abt reading the 1st blog cos it sux ....... Pls leave yr comments at the tag box>>>>> yr name also ty.If u wan me to put yr links at my blog feel free to tell me ^^